Well well.. who’d have thunk it. About a week ago, ‘Ramblings of a Supposed Disease Free Mind’ turned 4 years old.
That’s right, it’s my blog’s anniversary. 🙂
When I initially started this blog, it was to give myself a creative outlet for my writing and to help keep those back home in touch with what’s going on in my life after I moved to London back in September 2008.
Like most things, my blog has gone through a many ups and downs over the years, including several breaks where I wasn’t posting as often and one time when something I posted on here almost got me fired. It has showcased happy times, periods of depression, losing jobs and even the loss of ‘friends’.
I’m not sure what the upcoming year will bring for my blog – or even for my personal life – but the hope is to get back to writing more often.
Well today is December 21st, 2012 .. and the supposed day of the Mayan predicted Apocalypse. People around the world were all freaked out that the world was going to end.. with some of them looking forward to it for whatever reasons.
According to this article here, which debunks 5 Mayan Apocalypse Myths, today wraps up a 400-year cycle called a b’ak’tun, the day of the winter solstice. Over the years, the Mayan Calendar has been misinterpreted by Westerners to predict the end of the world, when it was just a benchmark of the end of a full creationist cycle.
For anyone scratching their head wondering what any of that means, I haven’t a clue either.
Guess we just need to wait and see what the next cycle brings us .. and most likely, just get on with living our day to day lives.
That’s right, it’s that time of year again where most everyone goes a little bit crazy to create the perfect holiday season and spent way too much money. This time of year means different things to different people, regardless of their cultural upbringing.
For me, I find it’s a quite lonely time of year, as I tend to spend most of this season alone. I don’t have many close friends here in London, and the few I would love to spend this time with generally go home to spend it with their families.
I got a chance to go home for the holidays last year, spending the time around Christmas with my family back in Canada and New Years in Montreal. I definitely enjoyed it and wish I could see my family more often (last time I’d seen them had been 3 1/2 years prior when I moved to London).
It’s always great to spend the time with family, but it isn’t always possible financially. Especially this year since I haven’t been working since the end of August, and have spent most of the past couple months studying towards a certification in Project Management.
So instead of spending it with family or dear friends, I’m spending Christmas Day itself with the older couple I live with and their friends.. only because I had no other offers. It’s not exactly what I would have liked to be doing, but at least I’m not spending the day physically alone.
I know a lot of it is my own fault, as I haven’t exactly been a social butterfly the past few months while being off work .. especially since I’m doing my best to not spend much money so I can ensure I can pay the bills (I’m not broke, but I am being careful).
But at the same time, and I’ve found this before when I wasn’t working, I have found that some so-called friends stop wanting to hang out when things aren’t going that well. It’s like they only want to be around when things are good and happy.. which would mean they truly aren’t that good of a friend.
However don’t think I’m being all depressive, cause I’m not.. well not completely.
I’ve got New Years to look forward to, as I’m going to spend it with a dear friend (possibly more than a friend?) in Luxembourg. And I’m definitely looking forward to that time away from London and my flat.. and to distract me from job hunting and studying.
Fingers crossed things improve for me in 2013.